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EveLDoodles

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Welp, here I am again. typing up another update of sorts on this profile.. I've been posting my sporadic doodles on here since my last journal. To be honest, I hate doing these but at the same time I feel like for those of you here that do follow me genuinely, I should throw updates up here - along the way.


Well, I've continued doing the YouTube Let's Play thing. It's really fun, but not popping. I never expected it to really go anywhere, but I'll keep gaming, and reacting, and posting, because I actually do have a small community out there that watch me weekly. A really weird though; someone actually looks forward to watching me scream and fangirl over games.


I've also spread my hypothetical gamer wings to look a bit more proper and I have a small Discord, a Twitch channel that has managed to make affiliate, and a merch/design shop set up. A lot of things to get used to but all - in - all very fun.

I probably prefer streaming over my Let's Plays if I'm going to be honest, because in the moment it's so easy to set up and start a live stream. Plus I get to talk to people live; that's something that just isn't attainable with Let's Plays... But I have a weird nostalgia/emotional connection to the format of Let's Plays, due to most of my childhood and ALL of my teen years absorbing just about every popular let's play(er) out there.


So yeah, that's been pretty good.


I'm also still doing arts... Crazy to think I still pencil in time and energy for that. Still doing it on my iPod. Although that has been dying for a bit now. The battery is the main issue... I really need to try and find a replacement battery. It lasts a couple hours unplugged now; it's that close to the end of its shelf - life.

Saving up for an iPad and apple pencil, because I'm a sucker for that format. Still, that'll be a wait to save up for it, but I'm excited for a bigger screen and longer battery life. It'll make things easier!

I've also unburied my trusty old laptop, wiped it, & set it up with a Huion tablet I got a bit ago. Just to get used to using an actual tablet. While drawing and art in general is still a hobby to me, I'm trying to get a little more serious with it. Trying to spread my wings a bit and the quality of my art(s) overall, I guess.. I'm used to the more tradition process of doing a messy doodle, doing the lineart, doing the coloring, and then doing the shading/light effects - But with the tablet I'm trying to experiment with more of a messy digital paint type of style too. Just to expand a bit, nothing crazy!


That's why I actually set up a shop. I did some research and found the best online platform for my position would be Threadless's site for me to sell designs. There I sell random doodles & there's a section for Merch; for my gaming - related exploits...


Lastly, I still have my Retail Job. Still a cashier. I genuinely don't mind the actual job; the pay is the best I'm going to get for someplace within walking distance to my home - You can't really beat that. The scheduling, or lack thereof, and certain managers are the actual worst part of the job. But it is what it is. We all need to pay our bills... I'm just lucky I still live with my family; I'd be miserable, balancing 2 jobs just to survive without them. It's messy at times, but the alternative is an actual nightmare.


So yeah, that's the gist of it. Still here, still trying to survive, still doing art..

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Figured I should do at least one of these thing, so yeah, let's goooooo!!




- Name: Eve-((Shocker, I know.))
- Single or taken: Forever alone 

- Gender: Apache attack helicopter....with bewbs!Helicopter Puppet's Shining Spin 

- Birthday: August 6th, 1997.

- Sign: Leo

- Hair color: Dark brown, although that shit changes~

- Eye color: Green.

- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: boi, I am bi.:bademoticon: 

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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: THIS IS A WEIRD QUESTION. Ummm, whatever has tee tree oil in it-that is some good shit right there.

- What are you listening to right now?: Nothing, unless you count the voices in my head. EXO : Jongin Shrug 

- Who is the last person that called you?: One of my friends irl, but that was a bit ago. I tend to not use phones for calling whOOPS.

- How many buddies are online right now?: God, I have no clue~~

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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: I genuinely love basically every animal you could throw my way, but if I had to pick one I'd pick cats! They are graceful and majestic and I am like 85% sure that they are descended from dragons. GLORIOUS BEASTIES.

- Colour: Black, blue, and purple. ALTHOUGH I am VEEEERY mood-driven, so that can switch daily... 

- Drink: COFFEE MOTHERFUCKERS~Coffee 

- Element: Water!

- Food: this changes all the time with my mood, but the one constant is POPCORN. so good. Popcorn Markiplier Munching Imaginary Popcorn - Emoticon 

- Game: Skyrim on the Xbox, probably. But I game a TON. I do have a YouTube channel.. XD *cough*:iconevelgeek:*cough*Freddy Herd You Talkin Trash (Chat Icon) 

- Movie: Ehhh, too many. again, very mood driven here peoples!

- Song: Mainly random shit on YouTube, from videogames and musicals/plays.

- Subjects in school: Art and ancient history were my personal faves~~

- T.V.: LITERALLY JUST LOOK AT MY ART, you'll know. I am trash in that way..!Trash 

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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Just animals; cat, dog, and pig~

- Smoked?: nah, man.

- Bungee jumped?: BOI, I WANT TOExcited Rainbow Dash chat emote 

- Made yourself throw up?: NONE OF THAT

- Skinny dipped?: Never been able to.  PINKU LARSU|PINK LARS|STEVEN UNIVERSE|SHRUG| 

- Ever been in love?: Like a crush? Yeah!

- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No

- Pictured your crush naked?: THAT IS NORMAL THANK U Perverted Nose Bleed 

- Actually seen your crush naked?: nope

- Cried when someone died?: Yes, of course. I've cried over fictional deaths, I've cried over pet-deaths, and I cried when I lost my grandmother. It's only natural and normal. 

- Lied: Yes, although mostly when I was younger-and honestly with my siblings it was fair game! >:3

- Fallen for your best friend?: NOPENope 

- Used someone?:No, to me, that is the WORST thing a living being can do to another. 

- Done something you regret?: Yeah, a handful of things. But again, isn't this normal?

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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Black jeans, DeadPoool T-shirt, comfy grey socks, and a oversized black and silver venom hoodie~Ruby Smiles Icon 

- Desktop picture: My YouTube Channel Icon!...No, for realsies. it's that with a black background. XD

- CD in player: none

- DVD in player: none

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Punched my little bro in the shoulder, that counts-right?Yami Marik grin 

- Hugged: Little sister.

- You kissed: nobody.. Foreveralone carrot icon 

- You IMed: What, like messaged on here? I don't really chat on here using that-but I messaged a close friend on steam earlier.  Can't tag him, because he doesn't have a DA account :L

- Talk to online: ^See above answer~

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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Yeah, I try!

- Open-minded?: Yes

- Arrogant?: No, too much self doubt for that XD

- Insecure?: extremely

- Random?: Yuppers! Why do you think I dabble in doodling, photography, gaming, card gaming, youtube, and normal life-stuffs?!....Seriously, let me know because I don't even know and I am the one into all of that..

- Hungry?: ehhh, sometimes? Honestly I tend to forget to eat. :bademoticon: 
 
- Smart?: Average.

- Moody?: I try not be. HIDE EVERYTHING.

- Organized?: In my own, semi-messy way, if that makes sense~

- Shy?: YES. UNLESS WE GEEKIN' OUT ABOUT SOMETHING OR GAMING THEN YOU HAFTA SHUT ME UP.

- Difficult?: No? I-I'm not sure.. :V

- Bored easily?: With all my hobbies n' shit, no, no I am not! XD

- Entertained easily?: Yesssss, I litteraly pause when I'm outside to stare at the sky. THE SKY.

- Obsessed?: HA, I don't 'like', I OBSESS~~Heart 

- Lazy?: Not sure if lazy or depressed. probably both, honestly.[F2U] Chara shrug icon 

- Angry?:Nah

- Happy?: Is anyone truly happy?

- Hyper?: With friends? Yes, I can be.

- Trusting?: Depends on my mood. lel

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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: I am a zombie. needs me some of that sweet caffeine.. Chitoge Tired Icon 

- Love is: that quick and quickly fleeting feeling of pure joy that blossoms in your chest when you see or feel or do something you truly love. Blue Heart Icon 

- I dream about: Weird shit. seriously, either a jumble of shit like 'hey look I'm flying over the ocean on a giant teddy bear that drools stars', or, 'I'm tied to a chair being tortured for unknown reason.' There really is no in-between for me.

- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: I know it sounds clichéd, but personality is most important to me. I tend not to get caught up in the aesthetics of a person as much as most people tend to, I've noticed..Heart 
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: Probably my little brother. We really get along, and his reactions to some of the shit I say K I L L S  me. Like, how do you not know me like that, brah?Markiplier Laugh 

- Makes you smile: Looking at nature/art, hanging with family and friends, doodling, gaming, and dancing along to music while making dinner!
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No..? I mean, I wait for buddies to message me back, and I tend to be active at night..

- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: YES. ALL OF THE TIME. Sometimes I hat my cage of a meat suit... T^T

- Wish you were younger?: Not yet, give it time.

- Cry because someone said something to you?: HENLO THERE YES I HAVE ANXIETY THANK U :bademoticon: 
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 0

- Of Cd's: 12

- Of scars on my body:
self harm - faded, only a couple-((They look like cat scratches, so yeah))
cat marks - all over my right arm, some on my left and a little on my legs
other accidents - really faded ones on my fingers where the knife slipped while cooking, and on my knees where I fell HARD in my family's STONE driveway. Yeah, not fun.

- Of bones I've broken: None so far!

- Of car accident you've had : none, thank god.. 
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I know I've been basically gone on here lately. No real activity at all for the last 3 months or so. Heh, that's a joke, I've been super dead on here..
But that's because I've had a rough go of the last year-as a bunch of you know, from status updates at the time(Most of which I deleted since because it felt kinda vent-y and attention seeking), my grandmother fell ill fast and seemingly out of nowhere, spent some time in hospital, and subsequently passed. Very fast. Very unexpected. The ENTIRE ordeal was, I think, the most stress I've been in over a long period of time. Let alone the rest of my family-My little siblings, my grandfather, and my mother. 

Needless to say, I've been dealing with myself and life in general hardcore as of late. Hobbies, for the most part, kinda took a break for a bit. They HAD to, I simply didn't have any of the energy. Just existing felt draining. I could barely get outta bed for so long. It almost hurt. Now, things have gotten slowly better, so I wanted update you all!



It's been a journey.

Now, during all of the hospital stuff/before she was in hospital my younger brother pushed me to start doing YouTube, since I now had a laptop that could run SOME games. In part because I wasn't being active in drawing or writing. He saw how upset and just how outwardly sad I was. He also happened to know that I have wanted to make Let's Plays/and or stream for YEARS. I seriously owe him for the push, I wouldn't have even attempted it by myself. Too much work and effort at the time.


it has been such a bloody adventure. I have to admit that I had no clue when I started the channel the HUGE amount of work that goes into making any YouTube channel-let alone a let's play channel.


So then, foolishly early in my opinion(I barely had an icon for my channel, let alone ANYTHING ELSE figured out!), I started a YouTube channel. I've just now finally STARTED getting into the swing of things: a loose schedule for recording and editing, some editing itself(I have a friend that is actually editing MOST of my video. Although that may change!), making my channel look a little less basic, advertising on other social medias-(the channel has a very active Instagram, and a slightly less active Twitter! XD)-and uploading content on a regular basis.

But I love it. It's almost therapeutic, in a sense. 

My focus for the channel is Let's Plays, with a passion for indies/horror games, although not all will be indie or horror games strictly.

Overall I want you to feel like you're just gaming with a buddy. In the end though, I want my channel to encourage you to download and play these games, talk about the game stories/characters/mechanics, and to even write a review or generate some feedback to the developer(s)..! Support those Devs, and inspiring some awesome future games. :)


Anyways,  I just wanted to let all you peoples on here know that I'm not COMPLETELY dead(Only about 52% on the inside!), and I haven't 100% given up. Not yet.
My main goal on here is to have 2 scribbles posted a month-MINIMUM!...And I'll be jumping on here more often to actually interact with peoples, so yeah~

So to recap: New let's play's-at least one video is being released every Monday, At least 2 doodles posted here a month, and randomly uploading pics on my side account :iconladyevelphotography: as I randomly take pics!

On top of this, I am trying to get my permit and license, and find some part time employment-I would love to upgrade my setup from my current laptop and desktop mic to something a bit more suited to gaming and recording.



Please check it out if you are interested in that type of thing, and thank YOU so much for reading...~<3

I also made a page on here where I'll be posting any channel art or thumbnails, as a backup: :iconevelgeek:

YOUTUBE CHANNEL LINK HERE; www.youtube.com/channel/UCx7ji…

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Still feeling pretty drained, but as many of you know I've been dabbling more in photography lately. I ended up making a page for it and everything.

I have a huge favor to ask all of you peoples.

Can you please check out :iconladyevelphotography:...?-((I won't even ask, but if share my photography page I think I'd just about pass out from pure shock and happiness! XD))
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